Livin' La Vida Loca

I really need to find a way of getting more sleep. This big bright yellow thing that is appearing in the sky way too early woke me up again despite my best efforts to hide from it. Did I mention how much I hate the changing of our clocks?

I never realized that Angel wears Tighty Whities until the other day when I stopped by her place. Nice to know that I still can be surprised at times.

Not much going on in my part of this spinning rock. Going to go out and get a few bags of candy for the kids that come by tonight but other than that I've not really a clue what I'm doing today other then doing this promo piece for FoxyAngel, The Ebony Tgirl Jail Guard Nefertiti.

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Tried to sleep in but with these time changes it's extra hard to do.

Did the gym first thing this morning and then spent the day running errands while my house guest cleaned my house for me. Later the both of us went for sushi and then went to look at scooters.

Not sure what I'm doing this evening. My house guest went to stay with her son tonight and I did a little shopping at Marshals where I found a few cute things to wear. Neighbor mentioned maybe hitting a strip club tonight but that is far from a sure thing.

A lot took place this weekend and I once again feel like a new chapter in my life is starting. Not sure where I'll end up but life is getting a whole lot more fun lately or at least a lot more interesting.

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Did I mention how much I hate changing our clocks to standard time? Now it gets dark at 5:30 in the afternoon which sucks and I'm just all fucked up with the change of time for weeks.

Ordered the new 17" Macbook Pro for Angel yesterday and it should be here by the end of the week. I have a feeling that after I setup Angel's I'll just have to order myself one too.

Spent the afternoon over at my neighbor's place. One of the dancers named Heather from the club up the street came over too. Afterwards Heather and I grabbed a bite to eat at Heart Rock Sushi where we started talking about the adult business. I guess we were talking a bit loud as the hostess let us know but she was cool about it. Heather seems to be a really kewl person and someone that I would like to get to know a lot better.

Got home and built an anal promo piece named In The Pussy And Then Up The Booty Hole Sex.

Not really sure what I'm doing tonight yet. I seem to be wide awake despite my internal clock being all screwed up with the time change.

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Went out to the titty bar with my neighbor last night night and did the things one does in them. There was a group of Russian men down from New York behind us that seemed just too amused watching me and the dancers. I have to say that I was having fun fucking with them. When my neighbor went to use the restroom a few of them came over to me and we talked for a bit. We didn't get in until early this morning so I'm not sure why I got up so early and went to the gym but I did.

Not much else happening so far today. After the gym I came home and got caught up in work.

Going out with a girlfriend this evening. Not really sure what we are doing but we will probably hit one of the woman's clubs after dinning or something.

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The boat show is in town which means my neighborhood is a mess of traffic and tourists today and all weekend. I may go to the boat show for something to do but since I don't own a boat or plan on getting one they are kind of boring to me.

Doing dinner this evening with my neighbor and then we are hitting the titty bar up the street from us.

Other then dinning and looking at naked girls not much really happening today.

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It's a beautiful if not somewhat overcast cool day here today.

Filled up my office walls with a bunch of my old framed photography that I found in my garage. Kind of brings back a lot of memories both good and bad. My house guest was surprised that I hung a photo of my ex that shot me but it's a beautiful piece and I do have a lot of found memories of her before things turned ugly between her and I.

I'm still sore from cleaning my garage but made it to the gym anyway. On the way home I needed to pickup some new tags for my neighbor's cats and couldn't resist getting a new small cat condo for my cats. So far they seem to still be deciding what to make of it. I put some catnip around it so they have been checking it out. My cats love the cat condo that is in my office. One day I want to get a really big cat condo for my living room.

Did a promo piece for anal late last night, Huge Cock Up The Shitty Sex.

Not sure what I'm doing tonight. Was thinking of playing tennis but now it looks like it may rain.

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Cleaned my garage today with the help of my house guest. I now have a much cleaner garage and a big pile of trash in my yard.It's amazing how much more room I have. My car actually fits easily and I can even open both doors to it once it's in the garage.One day I'll get around to cleaning the loft that is above the garage door… one day.

Neighbor got back into town this afternoon. The two of us had Mexican food for dinner and then our Asian friend joined us for the rest of the evening.

Doing the gym thing tomorrow morning and then I'm not really sure what I'll be doing after that.

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Not sure why I've named today's entry femme fatale other then I've had a few people call me that including one today. I'm an aggressive woman that is usually gets my way and rather spoiled but I do have a conscience and try to treat people the way I would want to be treated so I don't think I'm a femme fatale but maybe I am a bit of a bitch at times.

Yesterday evening I just played tennis and then worked late into the night. Did a promo piece, Three Babes Into Pussy, and hit the bed.

Did gym first thing this morning. I bought a two month membership for my house guest but all she did was sit in a chair the whole time text messaging people while I worked out. She is helping me clean my garage tomorrow in return for the gym membership so I guess she will at least get a workout doing that.

Neighbor gets back into town tomorrow. Not sure what he is in the mood for but I'm guessing it will involve either strippers or hookers. Livin' La Vida Loca.

Guess I should get some work done. Doing anal promotional tonight.

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Today is my birthday not that I really celebrate or anything but it is one of those birthdays starting a new decade on my age. Seems like just yesterday I was a young kid into the punk rock movement, doing a whole lot of drugs, and trying to see how strange I could make myself look. It's fucking scary how fast the years go by.

Went down to Miami with Valentina and saw Bodies The Exhibition. It's really interesting and worth seeing. I now know a lot more about the human body then I did before.

Other then seeing dead people today not much else planned other than maybe playing tennis later if it doesn't rain and getting a little work done.

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We are shaped and fashioned by what we love

This has been an interesting year so far, a year of personal growth. Not sure where I'll end up but it's a wild ride.

Went grocery shopping yesterday and saw this jeep in the parking lot. I would imagine a very interesting person must drive it, it sure is full of character.

Saw The Illusionist last night, really enjoyed it, has a good twist with a surprising ending.

Was suppose to shoot porn last night but Angel went out drinking with the talent the night before and spent most of yesterday puking. For some odd reason she wasn't in the mood to fuck on film.

Did the gym first thing this morning and had a great workout. Came home and spent the day mostly working.

DId a promotional piece promoting Anal Sex.

A couple of the trannies stopped by in the afternoon so I took a little break from work and we relaxed in my backyard for awhile. Carlos my parrot seemed to really enjoy the company, I think he has a thing for trannies.

Not really sure what I'm doing tonight. Angel hinted that she wanted me to shoot but I'm not in the mood to shoot porn tonight and already put aside Friday and Saturday nights for that so I need a night to myself. Will probably go to the straight club up the street from me and go play with men tonight.

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Trying to find a part of my body that isn't sore from all that I did yesterday.

The shoot last night went well. It's been awhile since I've used mirrors to shoot. Always a bit tricky not getting the lights or myself in the shots.

Last night as I was shooting the porn I was also watching Battlestar Galactica. When I got home I watched it again off of the Tivo.

The atmosphere drop scene was a real surprise and done extremely well. As always the show was a real mind fuck.

Shooting again tonight so will probably take it easy today as I'm really exhausted today.

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My Russian friend Valentina has come to stay with me for a bit. She is a very early riser so I guess I'm going to be getting up very early until she moves on.

A bit sore from yesterday's tennis but still went to the gym this morning and Valentina came with me.

Got home and did a couple of TGP galleries. I do a promotional piece each day for different niches. I guess I really should start posting links to them on my blog.

Shooting for Angel tonight. Doing two sets of pics and one video. Whenever I'm shooting the content this means that Angel will be in the shoot but not sure what I'm actually shooting. I know that she got a new male model for tonight shoot and often she gets and an additional tranny to shoot with. Going to bring my house guest with me and let her hang out in Angel's den while I'm shooting in the studio.




Battlestar Galactica is on tonight but guess I'll have to catch it off of the Tivo since I'll be still shooting at that time.

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Picked up my Russian friend Valentina today at the airport. She has been living in Manhattan for the last few years but now has come back to Florida to live for awhile.

Valentina is great for doing stuff with and this evening we played tennis for almost two hours. Not really sure what her plans are but I've told her that she is welcome to stay with me for a bit if she wants.

Doing the gym first thing tomorrow morning and then really need to get some work done since today I've gotten basically nothing done with picking up Valentina at the airport and then spending the rest of the day getting caught up in the last few years.

Live is strange in the way people come and go so unexpected in one's life.

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Despite going out last night and not going to bed until pretty late I'm up early since I've decided to start using a cleaning lady again and she was here at 10:30. She has been doing Angel's place now for a few months and is one of the tranny's moms.

My Russian friend Valentina called this morning and asked if I could pick her up at the airport tomorrow morning. She has been living in Manhattan for the past few years so it has been awhile since we've seen each other. It will be nice to have her in town again as she is great for doing stuff with like bicycle riding, tennis, movies, etc. Not sure if she will be staying with me or not but if she does it will be nice to have some company around the house and someone to do stuff with.

Not really sure what else I'm doing today other then lunch with Luna. I've not gotten any real work done in a few days so getting caught up in work is definitely on today's to do list.

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Did the gym thing this morning but really couldn't get into it with so much on my mind. Still I did do a complete workout.

Had a consultation appointment this afternoon for contour threads but after talking with Dr. Propis I've decided to do a S face lift and silicone filler on my lines. Dr. Propis did a lower face lift on me ten years ago and I trust him. Going to get it done the 31 of this month so for Halloween I'll have some very realistic stitches around my ears. It's done under a local so no real recovery other then some small bandages around the ears with not a lot of discomfort afterwards. The things we do to try to stay young looking. It's my birthday this month so I guess this is my birthday present to myself.

Got news late last night that one of the trannies that I've shoot for Angel died yesterday. Didn't really know her other then to shoot her but still always a bit of a shock anyway. This makes two trannies this year that have died.

Guess I better get some work done so as to pay for all of this. lol

Posted by Cleo at 06:35 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Would have slept in but the guy trimming my hedge woke me up.

Neighbor ended up flying to Oklahoma on Netjet today after all so I'm watching over his house and cats for the next week or so until he gets back. He admitted to me that he wasn't too pleased with himself for the way he acted yesterday. Angel wants to use his backyard to do a shoot this weekend so now we can without having anyone around. For some odd reason we always seems to end up using his place to shoot porn when he is out of town.

Angel bought a bracket for the video camera so we messed around with it. It seems to fit my body much better then hers no matter how we adjust it. Angel is a lot taller then me but more slender then me. Odd that it just doesn't seem to fit her body well. Maybe we need to find a model for trannies. lol

Not much else going on today. I need to find some fresh content to use for doing promotional stuff so I guess I'll be going content shopping after I've eaten something.

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Ate dinner at Galangas last night. I love their food but my neighbor seems to think their food has degraded in quality. Both of us do love the Buddha fountain that they have in the outdoor seating and have been trying to find out who in town made it for them.

Did the club with the naked dancing humans last night with my neighbor again. My life really is becoming a boring routine. On the plus side he sprang for a private room last night so no cigarette smoke.

Despite being very sore still from overdoing it at the gym the day before yesterday I did the gym today. Was suppose to have a little impromptu party at my neighbor's place this afternoon since he was suppose to leave town tomorrow but it got cancelled at the last minute when he got all pissed off at the airlines because they would not let him print out his tickets in advance so I ended up with one of the dancers from last night at my place and I guess he isn't leaving town tomorrow now since he cancelled his flight. He is eccentric and moody but he did the right thing and still paid her so that she didn't make a trip for nothing. The dancer was a bit freaked out but seemed ok and the two of us discussed biz for a little bit and then went on her way. Very nice thirtysomething girl, extremely attractive, and really seemed to have her head together.

Not sure what I'm doing the rest of today since I had set the day aside for my neighbor's going away party.

Living down here really is unique…

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Yesterday I did free weights at the gym for the first time and OMG am I sore today. It might not be altogether from doing the free weights since I also did more then my usual amount of reps on the machines then I normally do waiting for my friend to show up at the gym.

Hit the strip club with my neighbor last night. Oddly there was more female then male patrons. Had a good time, actually had a surprisingly good time. I often get the dancers phone numbers for my neighbor, at least the ones willing to work outside of the club. It amazes me how a dancer, who probably makes insane amounts of cash, would have her cell service suspended for non payment. Then again this is south Florida where time has no meaning.

Not sure what I'm doing yet this evening. My neighbor leaves town on Monday so I've been spending a lot of time with him this weekend and will probably do something with him again tonight, maybe hit the strip club again.

Tomorrow would be a gym day but if I'm still as sore in the morning as I am today I may skip it and if the weather is nice hit the beach.

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Went to the beach first thing yesterday morning and got some nice color. Oddly right after I left really bad storms started.

Got bored late last night so went out to a straight club up the street from me late last night and was a very naughty girl. Guess this old whore is still just a whore. Actually I think I've come to miss that side of me since I really did enjoy myself last night. Will probably do it again soon.

Did the gym thing this morning and did a bit more then my usual. The guy I met at the grocery store the other day came by the gym and showed me how to do some free weights. Don't think free weights are my thing but now I can say that I've tried them.

Will probably hit the strip clubs tonight with my neighbor.

Other than that I've not a clue what this evening will bring.

Posted by Cleo at 07:19 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Overdid it at the gym yesterday. and passed out in my bed from exhaustion early last night instead of going out as planned.

I got to play with the underwater case that I bought last month for my small camera.

My neighbor relaxing viewed from under the spa's waterfall.

Water kind of makes this a bit abstract in a kind of kewl way.

For some odd reason I liked this shot of the towel rack.

Not sure what I'm doing today but at least I'm well rested to do whatever it is that I'll be doing.

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Had a hell of a time waking up this morning but managed to make it to the gym and had a very good workout. I may have over done it actually as I've had a nagging headache all day that started right after the gym.

Went over and hung out with my neighbor in his pool for part of the afternoon. He's in an odd mood upset with one of his regular rent-a-girls and annoyed with the Asian rent-a-girl that came over right before I came over.

May hit the strip clubs with my neighbor tonight as he mentioned something about going to them later. Not really sure what I'm in the mood for but something decadent usually keeps me amused at least.

I'm trying not to be irritated by the fact that someone that I'm emotionally mixed up with has been saying since Monday that she wanted to come over today and talk. I know her well enough to know that she would come up with some excuse not to show up today just like she did but it's annoying anyway to say the least. I'm not sure why I keep on overlooking her behavior, maybe I've just stopped giving a shit and given up on her.

Going to get some work done and then make a few phone calls to see what kind of decadent trouble I can find tonight.

Posted by Cleo at 07:01 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Oddly everyone that was out of town came back today plus my neighbor's relatives left today so all of a sudden everyone wants to do something at once.

It's nice to have everyone back. It was way too boring with everyone away.

I spent the day working and running errands and then went over at Angel's place as she is one of the people that just got back into town.

Chilled out with Angel and her friend, my friend too, Vanessa. We all got the munchies pretty late but Vanessa knew of a drive through sushi place that turned out to have fucking awesome stuff, real reasonably priced too. Good late night place to know of and closer to my house then it is to Angel's house. I think their drive though is open until 2 am and they have eat-in during the day. I got a vegetable roll and some vegetable rice, Vanessa got a few sushi rolls, and Angel got vegetable rice with shrimp.

Doing the gym thing first thing tomorrow morning and then my friend with the time management problem said she was coming by but I'll believe that when she actually shows up.

Posted by Cleo at 10:30 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Yesterday I was very sleep deprived but after getting a good night's sleep last night I seem to have a fresh outlook on things.

Been kind of just riding the emotional stream that makes up this reality the last week or so.

Didn't even phase me after this morning's drama unfolded over the phone.

Went to the gym unbothered by this morning's drama and had a great workout.

Went over and tried on a bunch of pairs of jeans over at TJ Max and found one pair that fit well. I refuse to spend very much on jeans or tops right now since I seem to be still losing weight and even the clothes I bought a few months ago are now too big on me.

A few friends that have been out of town return this week so things should be much less boring in a day or so now that everyone will be back in town.

Not really sure what I'm doing this evening if anything at all. I've already finished up work for the day so the evening is mine to do with as I please.

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Went out last night to a local club and didn't get in until 4 this morning. Let someone that I met crash at my place since she was too drunk to drive and, no good deed goes unpunished, she wakes me for a ride back to her car right after the sun comes up although it was kind of kewl seeing the almost full moon in the morning sky as I was driving her to her car.

Last night was very surreal. The woman's bars often have a psychic doing her thing for a small fee. I pretty much see them as for amusement only and have always ignored them but last night I got talked into sitting down with one by my soon to be annoying house guest. Anyway I'm still trying to figure out how she did it but after having me pick out five cards she told me about my troubled past and how I would soon find all that I was looking for blah, blah, whatever, pretty much what I would expect her to say. Then she kind of fell out of character and just started talking to me about herself and this and that ignoring the rest of the people waiting to see her. She was an interesting woman from Romania and we talked about her homeland after I told her that I had a close friend I know from there. But what really got me is she started talking to me about some emotional turmoil that I've been going through that she had no way of knowing about. I know that I had not mentioned anything about someone that I've been spending a lot of time with let alone anything that she has been going though in her personal life due to our emotional involvement but somehow this rent a psychic seemed to know my friend and I's situation and started giving me advice about it. As much as I liked hearing her optimistic outcome of the situation that I find myself in I don't hold much credence to anything that a psychic would tell me but it does beg the question of how she seemed to know what she knew.

Guess this is just one of those unexplainable events that happens ever so often that lets us know that we really can't explain everything.

Tried to go to the gym but after less then a half hour there I had to give up and leave. Managed to take a short nap, I really have a hard time napping, and I'm almost back to myself.

Not really sure what I'm doing this evening. Most likely I'll be a good girl and just stay in and get to bed early as I've got an appointment on the west side of town tomorrow morning.

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Watched the season premier of Battlestar Galactica last night, excellent, and then went out to a couple of the local clubs last night. Was going to wait until this morning to watch it but couldn't wait so stayed in and watched it before going out.

Hit a couple of clubs last night. Nothing too exciting but did see some people that I haven't seen in years. It seems like everyone is just getting fatter and fatter. Guess that isn't so bad… it makes me look even better. lol

Spent today just running errands and working. Thinking about hitting Elements around midnight, will see how I feel by then. Met a guy from my gym at Whole Foods today and may call him back and see if he wants to play, seems like he might be fun for a few hours anyway.

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Spent the day wasting time at a mall with a friend yesterday but didn't buy anything except a pair of sunglasses. Wasn't suppose to end up at a mall but yesterday was one of those days again that nothing really went as planned.

Did the gym this morning. Been going really early since I've been waking up really early for some odd reason. I've now gotten down to the lowest weight that I've been this century. Guess just about killing myself at the gym and living mostly on vegetable rolls is paying off.

The new season of Battlestar Galactica comes on tonight. I'll probably not catch it until very late tonight or tomorrow morning on my TiVo as I'm planning on hitting a few clubs tonight and seeing what kind of trouble I can find. Haven't been out in awhile and feeling in need of socializing and partying. Will probably hit Cathode Ray on Los Olas and seeing what the could is tonight and then will probably hit New Moon after that.

Posted by Cleo at 06:28 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Went to sleep really late and having a hell of a time getting going today.

Last night my friend with the time management issue and I finally made it down to see Bodies The Exhibit but seeing as we were running on her time we didn't make it down there in time to actually get let in the door or even early enough to even find decent restaurant open for dinner. Not sure what it is about living down here but being hours late for everything seems to be the norm for most people who grew up here. We ended up having a very interesting evening anyway.

I haven't a clue what I'm doing today. Maybe once I wake up I'll have a better idea. My late for everything friend mentioned something about trying for Bodies again today but I've pretty much given up on doing anything with here other then maybe a 24 hour laundromat.

Posted by Cleo at 12:57 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Went to the gym nice and early afraid of missing it like I did yesterday.

Going to the gym turned into a little adventure due to my car acting up. I got to the first traffic light from my house and the clutch would not disengage. The hydraulic fluid reserve got so low that it sucked air but I managed to get it back home by taking some of the hydraulic fluid from the brake's reserve. Doesn't seem to be leaking or anything and all is fine now that I added fluid back in but it makes me a bit nervous that I may be taking it to south Miami tonight.

Suppose to one again try to make it down to see Bodies The Exhibit this evening. I don't hold out a lot of hope of actually making it but it is the plans for tonight.

Posted by Cleo at 05:10 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

A friend and I were going for a consultation on getting a Contour ThreadLift procedure but as happens far too often we got sidetracked and then ended up wasting the remainder of the day at the mall.

My friend revealed something to me over lunch that just totally blew me away. It seems that we have much more in common then I would have ever guessed.

Planning on once more trying to make it down to Miami tomorrow evening to see Bodies The Exhibit and maybe trying again for a consultation on getting a Contour ThreadLift in the afternoon but I don't hold out a lot of hope for making it to both let alone even one.

Posted by Cleo at 07:18 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Hot and sunny today.

Besides getting lots of work done spent most of the afternoon with a friend wasting time at a local mall. Didn't buy anything other then another unneeded purse that was on sale but did get a good workout of my legs walking around.

Got home and watched Battlestar Galactica The Story So Far. I've watched ever episode of the new series but it was nice watching this narrated version.

Other than that not much else today.

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Woke up a tiny bit hung over this morning. Don't normally drink but yesterday went to brunch with a friend and had a few martinis, then kept my neighbor company at a late dinner and since I wasn't hungry didn't eat but had a few more martinis. Then the friend from brunch, my neighbor, and I all went to a strip club where I had more martinis. By the time I actually made it home I noticed that I was a rather intoxicated. At least I got my daily required portions of olives.

Despite being a bit hung over did the gym today. Had a great workout, one of those that elevates the spirt, and it really left me feeling energetic.

A friend called asking if I wanted to meet up with her and her friends at Voodoo Lounge late tonight and probably will if I'm not falling asleep by then.

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